While it is certainly not healthy to dwell on past mistakes and beat ourselves up about it, there have been times in my life when I have felt that God wanted to me to do something and I hesitated…in some cases my hesitancy turned into procastination.  This eventually led to me being disobedient to what the Lord prompted me to do. 

As I am transparent about the opportunities that I have missed, it is my hope that you will use this as fuel to not count “hesitancy” as one of the fruits of the Spirit.  It’s not there.

Also speaking from experience, the times that I have pushed past my fears have been absolutely amazing and God has worked things out in awesome ways!